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[Jun. 27th, 2008|09:48 am] |
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So we've been doing our assult on Sam. Okay, not assult but you know trying to get some life into him. and today Kay said he rang up the youth centre and asked if he could come round next week. about time too! so her and her work people are gonna take it from there. we'll get him back again, and just in time too. :) |
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[Jun. 8th, 2008|09:20 am] |
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DEIRDRE THIS IS YOUR ADVANCE WARNING I'M GOING TO COME AND HUG YOU AND SIT ON YOU OK? |
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[Jun. 5th, 2008|06:56 pm] |
Um. If I can be there for anyone or whatever, let me know, yeah? Because I know someone who's still hurting after it, even now. And I don't want other people to hurt.
I wish I wasn't dead. I wish that my foster mum had never stopped taking her crazy pills. I wish that when I have to go back that she won't still be there, but she is. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2008|11:28 am] |
Heya! Ok Kayleigh's sittin behind me and watching what I say so I don't tell everyone that she cried when I told her about Sam and stuff and what happened and all that. She's now saying don't blame her, blame the kid. Hehe.
Anyway. Since I'm dead and all, can't go up to Sam and be all "LIVE!" and all that. Cos ever since.. ever since then he just hasn't done anything. His dad is all closed off to him and he goes to school and that's it. He tried to die in the shooting, just because he kept whispering to himself that he had nothing to live for. Some teacher or something saved him, and if I could meet them and tell them how grateful I am then I would. But even now he's leaving school and just drifting. ya know? I want to help him.
So can't just go up to him and say hi, but subtle ideas. Me and Kay are gonna start putting little things through his door, like a flower or a present that's just from no one. Kay's gonna try take over from her work once we get some kinda routine going to get him out of the house and somewhere that isn't school.
Any other ideas would be awesome, you know? |
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[May. 28th, 2008|02:10 pm] |
OMG Renee can you help me teach Sylvia how to whistle like this?
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[Apr. 6th, 2007|10:12 am] |
Life is a lovely thing today.
Once when I was visiting mum in the home we watched this film. It was about this girl, and all these terrible things kept happening to her. But at the end, when it seemed like everything was getting good again it all went bad. But there was a difference. She had a hopeful ending, not a happy ending.
I've decided that I want to live hopefully, instead of happily.
...though happily wouldn't be so bad!
I think I have a boyfriend. How do you know if someone's your boyfriend? Sam didn't know when someone's your girlfriend either. But he's sweet.
Sam, I left my phone round yours, can you find it before someone else does? I'll be round tomorrow, hopefully.
There you go, there's the hope again! |
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[Mar. 25th, 2007|01:17 pm] |
Dreams are strange things, aren't they?
I don't understand them, but that's one of the things that's interesting about life, right? |
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[Mar. 21st, 2007|05:27 pm] |
Sam's home. I went and saw him this weekend gone. He's got some broken ribs, and his arm and leg are also broken but on the mend.
I don't have much else to say other than that. He's too cheerful, but I can only see him when we know Marissa will be out for a long time. I don't like creeping around, but I don't want to make things worse between them.
But sometimes precious moments are the best, I think. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2007|06:09 pm] |
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He's alive. He's awake. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2007|06:34 pm] |
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People shouldn't have to make choices like that.
Die or live. Saved or lost.
Please make the right one.
Redeem us from our solemn hour |
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[Feb. 1st, 2007|05:54 pm] |
There was a car crash outside here last night. Dad told me that a boy my age got hit by a drunk driver. I hate drunk drivers.
And for the boy, whoever he was, I hope he's ok.
I haven't been online for years really. But I guess I'd better explain. I'm home from school today. My new school. I'm living with my dad. He came after school at the end of term and surprised me, and now I've decided I'm going to try living with him and his girlfriend. She has two younger boys, and they're wonderful. She's nice too.
I miss everyone. Sam, if you see this, please can you comment. I need to give you my phone number, but I don't want to talk to Marissa. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2007|06:22 pm] |
For some years now, I've changed my idea and view of family. I was part of Sam's family. I've been like their daughter, but it's not the same.
I've got another family, and I never knew about it. I knew about my dad, but his girlfriend and her two boys. They're younger than me, but today the little one (Nick, he's seven) came up to me and hugged me. He said, "I like having a big sister." The other one isn't so keen, and neither is dad's girlfriend. But it's different. A different family, and another one who seem to have a place for me.
I've not been going to school. I reckon there's about two more days until they get social services looking into it. But I need time to decide.
I want to decide, and I don't want to.
Family A has a mum, dad and two littler brothers. Family B has a mum, dad and an older brother.
But I'm only related to one of them. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2006|09:33 pm] |
Sam! I'm fine!
Please let Marissa know, too.
Thanks - got to go!
See you at Christmas, maybe? |
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[Dec. 11th, 2006|10:14 pm] |
Last week of school - the holidays will be nice. Time to catch up on things.
Sam was asking me about this journal thing, and now he's got one. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) simplerwish is him, but he doesn't seem to have written anything yet. Silly boy.
Don't have much more to say, sorry. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2006|06:37 pm] |
My phone's broken. But there's no more emails. None at all - I checked today.
And although things are bad, I have one bit of good news. I want to write it down here so when I feel sad I can look at it. Sam's parents are now going to fully adopt me. Just when they get him to sign the forms. My dad.
I wrote to him. I don't have any answer yet. But he has to be there, just this once.
I hate funerals. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2006|04:55 pm] |
ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyou
LEAVE ME ALONE |
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[Nov. 5th, 2006|04:56 pm] |
The Crucible suddenly isn't as fun as I thought it would.
Though I'm now addicted to almond croissants. It's all Kali's fault.
I hope everyone is ok. I might not get comments cause I don't want to look at my emails at the moment. Sorry. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2006|03:47 pm] |
Wow I'm exhausted. Sam's mum and dad are out until Monday so we're taking over for a bit hehe. We're going to terrorise trick-or-treaters and tell the brats to get lost.
Or throw stuff at them.
I don't like them much, which is odd 'cause I like most things.
It should be fun anyway! Then Sam's got some school friends coming over and we're going to watch scary films tonight! |
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